Updated: Mar 19, 2019
Many years ago, I was working as a substitute teacher, determined to be independent with no roommate (I hated living with people since I'm so sensitive), I worked a few different jobs to make ends meet. My dream at the time was to become a full time teacher. In the state I live in, it's virtually impossible to become a permanent teacher unless you know the right people. My state is very small and political, so I just tried my best and pushed on with my dream hoping someone would recognize me for my hard work. I would go to food banks, and eat dinner at my parents whenever I could, etc.
And then I decided to take an Angels' Oracle card certification class. During this time I was so spiritually awakened. Although I had always been aware I was different and not like anyone else I knew, I felt I had finally found people like me. I also had decided during this time I was tired of being extremely controlled by my anxiety of driving in a car that was not good in the snow.
As a substitute teacher, you don't get sick days, or days off. I was working in a classroom full time, which means everyday I had to be there, to get paid I needed to show up. Snow or not, as long as school was open I had to be there.
When it would snow in our area, it would snow significantly heavier than where I would teach, so I would have to drive, they would not cancel school. Without being too graphic, I would have some major anxiety issues over this. I grew tired of being scared and decided to do something about it. I did my research and set out to purchase a car that would be safe, efficient and meet all my needs, but this car was well out of range of my budget.
I wanted a Subaru, a brand new one.
I then became obsessed with the idea of getting to own this car and after some time, committed to doing whatever it took (aside from things like breaking the law of course), to get the dream car. I set intentions, I meditated over and over. And although my bank account screamed, "what are you doing?!" and I even had to sneak behind my mothers back, to avoid the Italian guilt... I made the purchase.
Fast-forward to the end of the story... I made it work. I never missed ONE car payment. I never missed one payment on anything to keep the car. At one point, I had 6 jobs! Including working for an online website doing readings. I scraped and saved and didn't spend a penny wherever I could. However, I bought a car that was worth $25,000, and I wasn't even making that much per year.
I made it work because of two reasons, 1. I simply believed it would work, I BELIEVED in Universe, in myself, so it did. 2. I set the intention.
That's it!! Some of it is believing and some of it is doing... Do you want something? Something that doesn't even seem like you can have it? Something that looks and sounds as outrageous as a person who makes $20,000 buying a brand new car? I can help you with my methods! You just need to want it bad enough!